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ALMOST A YEAR AGO I EXPERIENCED REAL LOVE I WASNT LOOKIN FOR IT BECAUSE I JUS LET SOMEONE GO IT SNUCK UP ON ME IT WAS SO UNEXPECTED DIDNT EXPECT TO FALL AS HARD AS I DID AND IM STILL IN LOVE THE FEELIN IS GREAT TO KNOW THAT U LOVE AND THAT PERSON LOVES U BACK I KNEW IT WAS TRUE LOVE BECAUSE I WOKE UP EACH MORNING WITH HIM ON MY MIND I WENT TO SLEEP WITH HIM ON MY MIND DOING THE DAY I THOUGHT ABOUT HIM AT CRAZY TIMES I LOOK IN HIS FACE I SEE LOVE I LOOK IN HIS EYES I SEEN LOVE I LISTENED TO HIS HEART BEAT GOD HOW I LOVE THE WAY HIS HEART BEAT I COULD TELL HIM ANYTHING AND HE WOULD LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND ME AND IT WAS VICE VERSA, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I BREATH FOR HIM I LOVE FOR HIM I MADE MISTAKES AND HE DID TO WE BOTH NOT PERFECT WE ALL MAKE SINS JUS NEVA THOUGHT THAT I WOULD FIND REAL LOVE WITH SOMEBODY THATS YOUNGER THEN ME........

1. 
   Go to New York


2. 
   Have a ONE night stand


3. 
   Get 8 more tattoos


4. 
   Kiss a gurl


5. 
   Crash a party and get STUPPIDD DRUNK


6. 
   Travel to Paris


7. 
   Dance in a booty shaking video


8. 
   Tongue kiss a HOTT STRANGER


9. 
   Give a HUGE tip


10. 
    MARRY my childhood sweetheart

I AM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT I KNO THATS NOT GOOD FOR ME"WHY"I DONT KNO...WE NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP BUT STILL IM IN LOVE WITH HIM...I GIVE HIM CHANCE AFTER CHANCE AND HE STILL DO ME WRONG....HE LIE HE CHEAT BUT STILL I TALK BACK TO HIM EVRYTIME I TRY TO STOP....AM I BEING STUPID FOR CONTINUING TO TALK TO HIM...I REALLY WANNA MOVE ON BUT HE HOLDS ME BACK....I DONT KNO WAT I SHOULD DO IM LIKE CLUELESS BECAUSE I KNO HE NO GOOD BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DONT WANNA LET HIM GO...WHAT SHOULD I DO?

WHY! IS IT SO HARD FOR A DUDE TO REALIZE WEN HE HAVE SOM GOOD?IS IT THAT HARD TO KEEP IT REAL....WHY IS IT SO HARD FO A DUDE TO BE HONEST!!